You Deserve Every Single One!

As I walk up the sidewalk into the doors of the cancer center for radiation, I feel the tears well up in my eyes.

They feel so big, that if at any minute they could fall and flood everything around me.

My body is tired and hurt. I can’t fathom how I am going to feel at the end, being half way through and having to go through as much as I have been through still…

Does that make sense?

As I feel the tears well up, I begin to smile.

I hear my voice singing, “I know you by 1000 names, and you deserve every single one.” I am amazed at what you do…. And whatever else my spirit man was singing over me.

You see, my physical body is weak and worn, but my spirit man is well fed. I am plugged in to the TRUE source of life.

I spend time with my inventor, my father, my lifeline. One of my favorite things is to just sit on his lap and lean back against His chest and hear His heartbeat.

I sew into my well-being by proclaiming truth and hope over my life and the lives of others, by spending time with the One who holds it all together.

I know where true Hope comes from, and I know who holds my tomorrows.

He has been so close.

How beautiful.